So, I finally locked in all of my courses for college. I almost didn't get math, but I checked again in case someone was dropped for not paying, and I saw that a single slot was open in a time and date that was open for me. I will house sit for my teacher again soon this month. Recently I have been longing to be able to go outside, feel the fresh breeze, and just relax in the middle of nature. I have been missing a certain person even more, as well. I feel like my real life is about to start, but I haven't gotten there just yet, I'm in a crossroads where the future is foggy before my eyes and my past is fading before my changes. I feel like I need to do something, but I haven't gotten to the point to where I can do it yet. All I can do now is practice and wait...